Unstoppable

 I fell, I'm fallen, I fall, I'm falling...
     I don't want to continue this feeling, but my heart wants to. I'm just 16 years old, still young and always fall to someone who is older than me (sometimes 10 yrs of age gap).

     It always end in hurt feelings. As usual, they have gf/fiance/wife. Yes, I know my place in their lives - which is nothing so I gave up and moved on. But the sad part is......

      This time I'm falling again to a guy that I met in church. He is my churchmate, his attitude and personality is so nice. He is very talented — good in singing and playing instruments. But what do I expect? Of course, he has a girlfriend already. To be honest, I don't know what to do.
       Yes, I'm just 16 still young for that thing we called love and relationship. But is it my fault that I fall in love? I'm just a human.